When he left, I felt relief.
When he left, I felt at peace in all my body,
No one that pressures me to be like them,
No one that poisons the day with negativism
No one that does not let me connect to the Universe.
But at the same time, I was mad
With him and me, for letting him do that to me.
With time that anger dissolves.
But I start missing him,
That being that can take me
To the deepest extreme emotions in one day.
He could make me touch Nirvana,
And the inferno just with his presence.
He makes me laugh so much,
To the point that I will urinate.
And he can make me feel,
the more miserable woman in the world.
But I have to give him that permission.
I am responsible for not setting boundaries.
It was a bipolar relationship,
I have never felt so alive,
Full of passion and inspiration,
At the same time with so much pain.
That relationship has ended,
Now I live in control of my emotions,
Monica Ramirez
https://www.facebook.com/monicaramirezart/
https://www.facebook.com/MonicaRamirezQuantumHealer/
